Kicking myself back into gear

Weight Today :: 200 Lbs 

(sad face)

Well, I've gained a couple pounds and I am very upset with myself that I've put myself into a slight depression because of it. Which is totally lame since it's 100% my fault! So starting today, July 12, I am going to start setting mini goals to get this last 50 lbs off for good! My first goal is 10 lbs by August 12. If I do lose 10 lbs by then I get to have a wonderful weekend away with my boyfriend! If I don't, I told him I don't get to see him for 2 weeks! Most people won't understand this, but I can't seem to keep myself away from him for very long. It's probably annoying and insane, but I love being around him. So it's either reward or punishment. So here I go! I'm going to be very hard with myself and strict because I just need to do this and get this done. I've been working with my trainer and my goal is to make sure I get a min. of twice a week with her, high intensity workout for 20-40 mins in the morning and another one at night. I'm just going to run my ass off basically, not to mention my goal to run the 1/2 marathon in Vegas in December will come very quickly and I want to be ready because I WANT TO DO IT! (I still need to register) 


Another goal is to post at least 3 times a week with my progress. I think it will help & I think it will keep my motivated.